I Don't Trust Myself With Loving You No More

(c) Breeze Vincinz


I don’t trust myself with loving you no more There seems to be an agenda shift somewhere at the core You don’t hold true anything that I seem to adore I don’t trust myself with loving you no more There’s been something wrong in the way that I think There is blood in this water that I drink I have mistaken your disregard for love and asked for more I don’t trust myself with loving you no more There was amiability in my hopes for you Friends told me it was a waste of time to do Told me men should never love so much that it knocks you to the floor I don’t trust myself with loving you no more And this is not what you think; it’s not a martyr’s plea I am in need of closure, not sympathy Or the excuses I tell myself that you are not who you are I don’t trust myself with loving you no more I could be the hopeless romantic With skin strong enough to take the lies Or maybe the elegantly sad boy With glass tears glued below his eyes I could be the beautifully flawed man Fucking to find his kindred or maybe I’m delusional and too scared to admit my impenetrable heart has bended There has been a paradigm shift I imagine in the stars It’s been making all the shit you do reflect exactly who you are And I am not blameless; you only get in because I open the door That’ll never happen again, I don’t trust myself with loving you no more And at the end of the day I will still trust myself to love I will trust in music, I will trust in family, I will trust in the light above I trust myself to friend rich and attitude poor But I don’t trust myself with loving you no more *** *** *** #nationalpoetrymonth "Life As A Boy: Poems" by Breeze Vincinz Available NOW on Amazon https://www.amazon.com/Life-As-Boy-Breeze-Vincinz/dp/1693306018